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noone really wins this time [25 Mar 2005|08:22pm]

I got my hair done yesterday. What do you think?

In the fight between my heart and mind
No one really wins this time
No one really wins this time
In the endless fight of grace and pride
I don't want to win this time
I don't want to win this time

Change if you want, but don't you go and change for me
I will love you as you are

I didn't mean to make you want to leaveCollapse )
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[17 Mar 2005|01:18am]


if you haven't heard of the magazine, try to check out a copy of it.
there's a theme/question for discussion each week.
new members are totally welcomed to join.
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[15 Mar 2005|12:53pm]

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What do you guys think of... [01 Feb 2005|01:44pm]

[ mood | annoyed ]

What do you guys think of cutting? It used to be a way for pained people to take out their pain physically instead of emotionally, but now it's more of a trend. That's why I stopped cutting. A lot of my friend who call themselves rebels cut because they want to fit into the whole "rebel" steryotype, but is it really rebellious to follow those steryotypes? I don't think so, and it really pisses me off that people do it to fit in with the people who try to stand out. What do you guys think?

-Sarah, out...

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Hey [01 Feb 2005|01:16pm]

[ mood | blah ]

Hey My name's Sarah and I'm a New Yorker anarchist. I've been rebellious all my life I guess cuz no one has ever given me any structure on the right or wrong things to do. But w/e I kinda figured that out on my own. I don't listen to anyone or take anyone's shit and I love sticking up for the little guys.

My favorite past time: Making jocks cry. So much fun ^_^ especially when they're starting shit with me or my friends. Haha one even tried to hit on me once and I broke his nose as he started crying in front of his friends. I wouldn't have been so harsh if he hadn't called my friend a loser but w/e.

You guys seem cool so I thought I'd join


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бунтовщик [11 Dec 2004|07:22pm]

I saw someone on a bus with the words 'Rebel' tattooed on his arm. It was written in Russian, although he was English. I am Russian and I am wondering why he chose to have the word tattoed in Russian?
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[09 Dec 2004|02:44am]
Hey all. I'm x-posting everywhere so I'll keep this short and sweet


has relaunched as a networking site for the punk rock scene. (Think MySpace or Friendster for punk!)

On the site, bands, zines, labels and fans can post profiles, network and work with each other. You can also post blogs, and our relevance engine rewards people for posting interesting stuff or being active in the site. Please join, and invite all your friends. This is a great tool for anyone involved with the punk scene!

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[06 Sep 2004|08:34pm]

-Oct 26th-
The Norwegian media is reporting that BURZUM mastermind Varg "Greven" Vikernes (a.k.a. Count Grishnack) failed to return after a short leave from his prison in Vestfold, Norway, where the black metal musician is serving a 21-year sentence for the August 1993 murder of MAYHEM guitarist Oystein Aarseth (a.k.a. Euronymous), the burning of three churches, and the resulting death of a fireman. Varg, 30, was supposed to return to the prison by midnight Saturday (October 25) after being granted a couple of days off, but failed to come back in time. The police have no information on his whereabouts.

-Oct 26th-
Varg Vikernes defense lawyer John Christian Elden has spoken to Norway's NRK about his client's failure to return to prison as scheduled after a short leave.

Refusing to comment on whether or not he's been in contact with Vikernes during the 24-hour period the inmate has been on the run, Elden offered this explanation for Vikernes' actions: "I believe it stems from frustrations that have been built up [over the years]. [Varg] has been serving his sentence in an exemplary fashion, he's put the sins of his youth behind him, and he's held hopes of re-entering society in a relatively normal manner. Then a couple of weeks ago, he saw a newspaper article in the local press where the media once again focused on the fact that a 'dangerous' person was being held [in this community] and [it stirred up emotions inside him]."

-Oct 26th-
Varg Vikernes threatened a family with a pistol and hijacked their car in a failed bid to elude the Norwegian police during his 24 hours on the run, it was reported Monday.

At approximately 4:30 p.m. on Sunday (October 26), a family of three driving through the valley known as Numedal in Buskerud County reported being flagged down by a pedestrian. When they stopped to assist him, the pedestrian believed to be Vikernes allegedly threatened them with a handgun and forced them to surrender their car.

"They explained that they were held at gunpoint and were forced to leave the vehicle, and that the man [Vikernes] took off in it," police spokesperson Knut Svalheim told wire service NTB.

-Oct 27th-
A day after he failed to return to prison as scheduled following a short leave, Varg Vikernes was captured by the Norwegian police on a highway outside the country's capital.

Vikernes was taken into custody at 12:45 a.m. Monday morning (October 27) after police in Oslo received information from police in Romerike that the fugitive was traveling in a car on the E6 road to Oslo.

"We signaled for Vikernes to stop, but when he didn't, we were forced to box his car in between two police vehicles. There was a was dent [to the car]," officer Vider Hjulstad told NTB.

More about the incident:

BURZUM mastermind Varg Vikernes, who is serving a 21-year sentence for the August 1993 murder of MAYHEM guitarist Oystein Aarseth (a.k.a. Euronymous), was carrying enough arms and military equipment at the time of his latest arrest to pass for a commando, Norwegian daily newspaper VG reports in today's edition. Police have refuted the newspaper's report that an AG3 automatic rifle was found in the stolen Volvo Vikernes was traveling in when he was captured following an attempted jailbreak. However, they have not disputed the rest of the report, which included information that that other elite soldier equipment — a gas mask, knives, camouflage clothing, a portable Global Positioning System satellite navigator, maps, a compass, a mobile telephone, a headset and a laptop — were retrieved from the vehicle at the time of Varg's arrest.

These shocking revelations have led the police to put a lid on information related to the investigation. The police department, the defense ministry and the police's special national security unit PST have jointly launched a massive hunt for several people who are believed to have helped Vikernes in his escape from prison.

According to the information obtained by VG, the police have concluded that Varg's escape was well planned and involved assistance from several people on the outside. Varg was transferred on August 4 from a maximum-security prison in Bergen to the low-security prison Berg. Between August 29 and September 1, Vikernes was given a free pass from prison, and the authorities are now focusing their efforts on finding out the identities of all the individuals Varg might have met with during this period.

Before hijacking a Volvo from a family of three Sunday afternoon, Vikernes reportedly disposed of a BMW which an inmate at another prison purchased as late as last week. Police spokesperson Vidar Franksson in Flesberg confirmed to NRK that the inmate offered this information during an interrogation following Varg's latest arrest. VG reports that a bulletproof vest was found in the BMW and police have also confirmed that a handgun was found in a cabin in Rollag, which Vikernes has admitted to breaking into while on the run. Varg is believed to have spent Saturday night at the cabin and narrowly eluded heavily armed police, who were on their way to the secluded location shortly prior to his capture on a highway on the outskirts of Oslo early Monday morning

Posted on 29.10.2003
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[20 Jun 2004|01:33am]

First 5 people get in automatically. gooo join.

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[01 Jun 2004|12:28am]

Trying to get a cool new community started up, Join it! rebelsanonymous

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my site... [29 May 2004|07:58pm]


i made this site...basically all i do is rant about shit...and people rant about how they hate my site...it isn't the greatest site in the world, but if you are ever really bored check it out...feel free to browse around, sign the guestbook, rant in the guestbook, etc. below is the link to my site:


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[23 Apr 2004|01:16am]

blackorgasms: most everyone is shallow
bluer3my: yeah
bluer3my: but shes pretty bad
blackorgasms: there's very few people i've met who have more than one dimension to them
blackorgasms: linda is pretty simple, yeah
bluer3my: ive never met anyone with any true depth
bluer3my: even i have none
blackorgasms: and by true depth you mean what?
bluer3my: being concerned with anything but themselves
bluer3my: some people are better than others
bluer3my: but even mother theresa was a selfish fuck at the end of the day
blackorgasms: i used to have a really strong sense of justice, that got crushed early on
bluer3my: i still do
bluer3my: but i find it ok to commit crimes on others
bluer3my: selfish
blackorgasms: i dunno if you've noticed but i seem able to predict with almost, if not perfect accuracy when something bad is going to happen
blackorgasms: my mood changes
blackorgasms: and i mention it a lot
blackorgasms: but sometimes i dont
bluer3my: yeah
bluer3my: i used to be like that
bluer3my: but i just stopped caring
blackorgasms: everyone gets vibes, and most are bullshit
blackorgasms: my only theory into it is, that life itself has an energy, the wavelength of which can change when altered by feelings, and it seems a few people can pick up on the chnge and learn to identify what it is
blackorgasms: but that doesnt explain knowing that some asshole was gonna walk out and throw rocks at us for knocking over trashcans
blackorgasms: so i suppose you have to take it to a deeper level than that, perhaps that the unified energy has its own conscious, or sense of right if nothing else
bluer3my: no
bluer3my: or maybe doing stupid shit will get rocks thrown at you eventually
bluer3my: and thats it
blackorgasms: haha
blackorgasms: naw, it's served me in other ways... i dunno, you tend to make connections that dont really exist in your mind
blackorgasms: and disgaurd the ones that dont connect
blackorgasms: but either way, most lives seem blatantly simple to me, mine just always gets complex somehow, for no reason
bluer3my: complex lives doesnt really mean anything
bluer3my: humans are machines
bluer3my: we all behave the same
bluer3my: no matter what
blackorgasms: if you want to put it that way, all life is machine like
blackorgasms: all life in general behaves the same
blackorgasms: and it's all completely insignificant in the end
bluer3my: i wrote a paper on that actually
blackorgasms: i've written several
bluer3my: arent you special
blackorgasms: i got the name HIV because at one point i believed it was a cure to humanity
bluer3my: cure humanity from what?
blackorgasms: or at least a way to control numbers if nothing else
bluer3my: whats there to cure
blackorgasms: haha, not to cure humanity from soemthing, to cure the world of humanity
bluer3my: and what is the cure to the world
bluer3my: all it is is a big machine also
blackorgasms: everything can be considered a machine, but we arent modelled after machines, machines are modelled after life
bluer3my: how do you know that
bluer3my: i believe the machines made us and then we made machines
bluer3my: God is a machine
bluer3my: all this didnt come from nothing
bluer3my: but who made the machines?
blackorgasms: i know enough about physics to say it probably did
blackorgasms: with infinite space, it had to happen, and is happening infinitely
bluer3my: and what makes physics correct?
bluer3my: it is human reasoning
blackorgasms: that i can see and feel more examples of it than i can god
blackorgasms: its an educated guess
blackorgasms: god is just a story
bluer3my: i am god
bluer3my: but the point remains
bluer3my: we are all machines
bluer3my: we came from machines
bluer3my: and we make more machines
bluer3my: every generation of machines is seemingly more advanced, but in truth they are degrading
bluer3my: think of all the things we can do that machines cant
bluer3my: yet people still think they are superior
bluer3my: we will eventually degrade into nothingness
bluer3my: and nothingness
bluer3my: is
bluer3my: god
blackorgasms: you live in a very different world than i do.
bluer3my: and god will create a machine
bluer3my: what world is that
bluer3my: a schizophrenic world?
bluer3my: yes i know
blackorgasms: haha
blackorgasms: but there is some truth to it
blackorgasms: technology has rendered evolution obsolete
blackorgasms: the crippled, the retarded, the weak all thrive where they would have once died
blackorgasms: thanks to human society
bluer3my: technology is de-evolution
blackorgasms: we dont grow stronger, with every passing day we rely more and more heavily on technology, we grow weaker
bluer3my: it has stunted our growth beyond compare
bluer3my: this is why i hate machines
bluer3my: they make us weak
blackorgasms: ever have interest in emps?
blackorgasms: you could cripple a country like this with one
blackorgasms: on a large enough scale
bluer3my: electro magnetic pulse?
blackorgasms: aye
bluer3my: yeah
bluer3my: the ultimate weapon against the machines
bluer3my: but beyond me
bluer3my: face it
bluer3my: im just a 19 yr old destined to drain off of society wasting away in a prison just because societies obsolete morals deemed my attempt at a better life "wrong"
bluer3my: if i kill
bluer3my: they were weaker than me
bluer3my: if i steal
bluer3my: it was destined to be mine
bluer3my: if i rape
bluer3my: what the hell was she doing turning me down!?
blackorgasms: haha
bluer3my: you see where im coming from dont you
blackorgasms: and morals of this culture are based on god
blackorgasms: a god that slowly wastes away, though the old cling to him because they fear death
bluer3my: not true
blackorgasms: god is for the weak
bluer3my: the morals of this culture are based upon the desire to be god
bluer3my: if they believed in god
bluer3my: they would let god punish the wicked
bluer3my: everyone wants to be god
bluer3my: the weak will always crave power and humans are weak, so its true, god is for the weak
blackorgasms: you cant let what doesnt exist punish the wicked, they carry out "gods work" interesting point.
bluer3my: thats just the way i see it
bluer3my: ive never claimed to be an intellectual tho
bluer3my: i honestly dont care about the "why" just the "what"
blackorgasms: i have no morals, i am capable of rape, murder, but compared to god i'm hardly "evil"
blackorgasms: i havent the capabilite to carry out genocide
bluer3my: is god evil?
blackorgasms: but in the name of god, it has been done
bluer3my: and if you wish to cure the world of humanity, is genocide wrong
bluer3my: in the name of many good things has wrong been done
bluer3my: people claim gods work to carry out evi
bluer3my: evil*
bluer3my: people claim this counrtys work to carry out theyre own selfish intent as well
bluer3my: which brings us back to what i said earlier
bluer3my: nobody cares about anyone but themselves
blackorgasms: if someone were to do something nice for another, they've only done so because it was beneficial to them
bluer3my: the minute "god" or the name of god stops favoring them, they no longer believe in him
bluer3my: exactly
blackorgasms: they either gain something from it, or have had their morals so twisted by socieity that it gives them a good feeling
blackorgasms: therefore they do it for the good feeling, not for the other person
blackorgasms: the sense of obligation
bluer3my: not every act is out of selfishness
bluer3my: but in the big picture, an overall portrait of self-centerdness is painted
blackorgasms: i've never had a problem with that, nor have i ever pretended otherwise, it is the purpose of life to prosper
blackorgasms: though there seems to be little point in it
bluer3my: there is no purpose to life
blackorgasms: there is purpose, but there is no point
bluer3my: its like that game in mario party
bluer3my: you wind something up to see how far itll go
bluer3my: but when it gets there
bluer3my: whats the point?
blackorgasms: nothing was accomplished
bluer3my: so yeah
blackorgasms: and in the end it's all dust
bluer3my: what you just said
bluer3my: haha
bluer3my: im using mario party analogies now
bluer3my: im reaaaaaaaaaal deep
blackorgasms: we should write a book, "the religious philosophy of mario party"
blackorgasms: religious, i meant "spiritual" sounds better.
bluer3my: or
bluer3my: "the world according to mario party"
blackorgasms: haha
blackorgasms: mario party through the looking glass
bluer3my: "wario is god, yoshi is satan"
blackorgasms: explain how each map is a stage of life
blackorgasms: and how each game is a struggle man goes through
blackorgasms: hahahahaha, we rule
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okay, Rhetorical number one [23 Apr 2004|11:44am]

[ mood | content ]

Okay, on my last post, about 2 minutes ago, I suggested that someone ask a rhetorical question so that it would encourage people to share their opinions on the topic, it would also boost comments made on this site...and maybe start some debates or something.

So, until I log on again, this will be the rhetorical question #1 for violent_freaks entries:

When you die, are you really dead, or just going to another place?

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okay, [23 Apr 2004|11:33am]

[ mood | cold ]

this is really starting to get me aggrivated...if you go to the 'homepage' of this community, you will see that the only rule is 'do not bad mouth peoples opinions, even if you don't agree with them, no name calling etc', but don't quote me on those words used. This means that for all you users out there that are afraid to type something, because you think it's stupid, that's your own opinion, others may think differently!
What I'm trying to say now (and many time before) is that it doesn't matter what you type, just that you type something, even if it's just responses to other peoples entries...type anything! A rhetorical question would be a great place to start...

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okay then... [13 Apr 2004|10:12am]

[ mood | artistic ]

I POSTED and I thank those of you who replied to my post on not posting. Don't be afraid of having nothing interesting or topical to say. I have just proven that if someone posts, others follow, so rather than being a follower, be a leader and post once in a while (hopefully an often while). And anyway, we need some new blood in these communities.
I'm putting out a challenge to all the members of this community. each one of you try to post something, preferably on the main board, rather than as a reply. I know how many of you there are, and i would like atleast half of you to post, once.

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hi all [05 Mar 2004|10:19pm]

[ mood | accomplished ]

I don't know if i can be cats as a rebel, but i do have a habit of speaking my mind when the consequences are harsh and not...well...good. However, i thought that i might fit into this community based on the facts that i can relate to the users in the field of outcastedness, and so i hope that outcasts shall be outcasts together, and i shall in fact be accepted into the community. thx all

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Cheese [18 Feb 2004|04:58am]

[ mood | curious ]

tneconniehtforellik says:
i am bitter
tneconniehtforellik says:

bluer3my@yahoo.com says:
im sorry
bluer3my@yahoo.com says:
ill give you some cheese ok?
tneconniehtforellik says:
tneconniehtforellik says:
send the cheese in an email right now
tneconniehtforellik says:

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[15 Feb 2004|05:20am]

[ mood | cold ]

i wish i had a gun
itd be really really fun
that evil day
i threw my old one away
was really really really gay

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[01 Feb 2004|04:13pm]

*pokes community*

What's the most extreme, most rebellious thing everyone's done?
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promotion [22 Jan 2004|03:01am]

This community is meant for fighting. Take any shots you want, start threads if you want to be attacked, and attack anyone in any way you'd like. The rules are in the community info. Follow the rules, and you can do/say anything you want.

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